Phir wohi fursat ke raat din
I just came back from my old mohalla’s friend wedding.The venue was not far from my home.It was in I-Block North Nazimabad.Since I left Nazimabad 4 years back so it was good to sit with old elder and youngesters of my mohalla(area).Though there were not many familiar faces but still I managed to cope with them and discussing different matters.Many of my old mohallay walas coudn’t recognize me as I rarely go to old mohalla due to work plus I have changed in past 4 years,well physical change.
Ladies had seprate arrangment and my mother told me when returning home that my dhola friend’s elder sister coudn’t recognize me when she asked my mother about me.According to ammi she said ‘Adnan tu boht change hogaye mey pehchan nahi paye,pehle tu pichkey huway gaal hotay thay ab tu sehat ache hogaye hey‘ Hahhaaha
Ammi replied that the other reason is that I was ganja due to Umrah so that’s why she would have difficulty to get me,Anyway its true i was a genuine skinny guy of that time.I am still not so good but my ancient pics are not so good,well who cares =). Then I met Gudda,he was also my neighbor and we used to play cricket in gandi galee(lane) between two rows of houses.Many of you guys might know him as Indus’ Cafe Vision’s Host. He also coudn’t recognize me.I think he would have thought tht I am some of his ‘fan’.Anyway after giving complete introduction he was able to get me.It’s strange that people who spent so many years with me were not able to get me.Not anyone’s fault.We ourselves have screwed social system so why to blame others.Anyways met few more they had also similar reaction.It made me think that i was good to be tht skinny guy ,atleast I was not stranger:( but..its life and I don’t mind.
Well,i dont know what was the reason of this post,yeah it just that valima party sent me back to my childhood in my old areas when we guys who were kids at that time had no worries and used to play cricket in rain and what not.Sitting on same dolha friend’s home stairs for hours and waiting for huma(I dicussed about her in one of my past posts) so that i could atleast see her.I know many of you might say tht i was a tharkee but i dont think kids of early 90s who were not more than 15 could be declared tharkee anyway.Yes i can’t say about current kids.
When I was coming back to home,Ghalib’s shair was keep striking my mind.
Its aroun 2:00AM and I think I should go to bed now.Oh yes,I am not feeling so good for 2 weeks.No I am physically fine but its just I am not being able to work in same pace in office or my own work which I used to do a month back.I don’t know why.I have been feeling bored these days.Even I started thinkig to switch Job.I had no issue at Cybernet,things are fine,people and Boss have no issue but its just maza nahi araha.I thought to apply somewhere else but stopped myself that quick switching is not a good idea.I joined cybernet in 2005.Its nt that i have NOTHING to do.Yes i do have little pressure of office work but I run my own site and I got this domain for lots of work which is still on my mind.Seems my brain is dead.I am seeking Allah’s help,hope things will be better for me.If possible then do remember me in your prayers.Thanks
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August 29th, 2006 at 10:37 am
maine jindagi me pehli baar ganja daddu dekha hai
kisi ne kaha hai
jahan chaar yaar mil baithe wahi beete raat hai
August 29th, 2006 at 10:25 pm
I thought this shair was Gulzar’s poetry in the film Andhi?
Z
August 30th, 2006 at 9:50 am
gulzar used the first misra by changing “Ji” to “Dil”.Gulzar is big fan of ghalib.
BTW,I like all songs of Gulzar.
August 30th, 2006 at 12:38 pm
oh yes..thats how i knew the shair too ‘dil’ k saath so i guess i stand ocrrected here
guys dont whine bcos they prefer to b the -im-too-macho-to-whine type hei na?
so girls whine abt stupid stuff lols…i shudnt see much of u on my blog then shud i?
August 31st, 2006 at 9:42 am
guys do whine but they doint exhibit much..but how come you brought this topic?
im-too-macho-to-whine type hei na
sigh,I dont blame you since I believe you have not faced men other than your brother(s) and father.Guys do cry.I do cry when feel something uncomfortable.Its just guys dont do on public places
August 31st, 2006 at 1:31 pm
crying is nothing embarassing for guys or gals. i wudnt mind a guy crying although it wudnt b a very nice situation..i know enough guys other than my family n they all just dont cry publicly! maybe bcos they r supposed to b the ones lending a shoulder to b cried on! enough gals wudnt like crying in public either including me! public is a non-comfort zone