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Something about this kid

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This kid was born in a middle class family who used to live in Nazimabad No.1 Karachi. One of the oldest and advanced area between 1960 and 70.He completed his matriculation in a private school in Nazimabad No.4.Unlike other kids he was not so social and kid-like, that is teasing parents for buying stuff like toys ,books etc. Like most of the families in Pakistan, this kid also spent his childhood among his close relatives in a joint family system and got a good chance to observe and understand the real faces of closed relation. Sounding bitter?,umm maybe.I am not gonna reveal details as I am not allowed to be so open in front of you.He’s like that,he never felt comfortable to share his things with others even his family members. When I asked him the reason behind it.He didn’t come up with some concrete answer and changed the topic by saying that his inner space is much bigger than the space which is above us and he could absorb infinite things inside.

When he crossed the first decade of his life, it came to his knowledge that he had an elder brother too which passed away 2 years before his own birth after spending few hours in this weird world. This kid got very upset at that time because he always wanted to have a elder brother and sister like his cousins. He does have a little sister but he used to feel odd that he is the eldest child. I think its natural and every elder child in home feels similarly. This child was very sensitive and hardly tried to ignore little things, therefore he often got into trouble and kept himself upset.Dont think that this kid was an isolated guy and never kept a company. He always had a big friends circle, from school to practical life but he never felt so closed that he could actually called the person a Trustworthy friend, a friend who could be trusted blindly. He was very romantic person too and started liking someone when he was 15. She was his neighbor and was merely 14 at that time or 13.When I asked him that how did it all happen and how sure he is that it’s a love. He smiled in reply and said that he felt like that because he used to feel happy when sees her. Well everyone says same thing when he or she starts liking someone. He told me that those were happiest days of his life and he enjoyed each and every bit of his life but I got surprised when he told that he never got chance to say the girl that he liked him. When I asked him the reason he said that he was a shy guy and once he tried to tell her but didn’t get courage. I tell you one thing more; it was not a single-sided story. :>.But these days passed soon and one day he found that the girl is leaving for US where her dad used to work. The teenager was very very upset. Due to his nature he couldn’t even share to someone else. So the day came when the girl left for Chicago.I am allowed to mention her name. Her name was Huma.His teenage love story’s happy moments lasted for 2 months only and she left for US in August. The most unbelievable thing for me was that he waited for her for 9 damn years (who knows, he is still waiting??).Huma wouldn’t have thought that someone would be waiting for her for such a long time.He had no resources to search her. When he started using Internet in 96,he asked his friends in Chicago about the girl of that name but alas ,he didn’t even know her complete name so nothing could be done. In 95,huma came back to Pakistan and visited her old house ppl.He was also there at that time but was not visible for her as he was at his friend’s home and he got a pleasant shock after seeing her but again, he was so dumb that he didn’t come out to see her atleast.He started believing in theory that she would have forgot him but it was like a shock when he saw that she was looking towards his house from her old home. His friend forced him to say her “Hi” but he couldn’t move his butt at all-Time is the biggest ointment. He got busy in studies as he had got admission in engineering university but he could not get rid of her thoughts and never missed any opportunity which could lead to her.Huma never appeared again after 95 and this kid seemed to move on. Things are changed a lot so this guy. He has gone thru many things in past 2 years which has changed him much. Now he has been trying hard to give happiness and luxuries to his family and has kept his own desires in store room of memory. This kid is very much successful in his practical life and he has fulfilled his parents dream that is to become an engineer. Its not like that he didn’t want to be an engineer but he had never dreamt for being a computer engineer and now he loves his work.
The reason I am sharing all this with you that today (15th may) is his 29th birth day and I asked him to share himself with me and my blog readers. He didn’t refuse me and told me his life story. I asked him that whether he has forgot his past? He honestly replied, “No”. He asked me to mention that He is very much thankful for the people who know him personally and also thank Huma for giving him happy moments in his life, he feels sorry that he couldn’t give anything to her but prays for her and her family.So Huma,if you are reading this blog please accept the wishes of the kid whom you know for 15 years.

This kid still exist on earth and working at one of the biggest and oldest ISP of Pakistan and right now writing ending lines of this post. Do I need to say more?

God bless you all

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3 Responses to “Something about this kid”

  1. Kumar Chetan Says:

    daddu happy b’day once again, yaar tere b’day par to india me bhi laddu baante jaate hain, tu aur madhuri ek hi din duniya me aye the, tu budha ho raha hai, koi ladki dhoondh aur get married ho ja
    3nj0y
    man do publish my comments

  2. Talha Masood Says:

    I thought it was a girls photo :)

  3. Anonymous Says:

    main bhee yaheeh samajhta raha :keke:

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